Sexuality's Call(The Path Of Sexuality)
When Man descended onto the Earth Experience's Astral Plane of Common Reality, a part of his penalty was that he had to experience the entire Continuum of Sexuality. This means that each individual, before he is allowed to leave the Earth Experience, must experience the pain of every point along the Continuum of Sexuality.
There is a seeming contradiction in the previous statement; in that, it implies that each individual must actually loose themselves in the illusion, and, thereby, become what each point of the continuum demands. This is not necessarily true. It is not necessary to loose one's self in a dream. It is only necessary to have the wisdom, the knowledge, the compassion, the sensitivity, and, the empathy of one who had lost himself in the dream of sexuality.
For some people, this can be gained by watching the experiences of others who are trapped within the illusion of sexuality with an understanding heart; wherein, the watcher understands, forgives, and, loves, regardless of the social mores and folkways which govern the society and the subculture at the time.
Firstly, we must assume that before the actual split there existed a level of existence which was devoid of the Continuum of Sex, entirely. However, because of the first law of creation [The creation of the one is, in and of itself, the implication of the creation of the other.], the Continuum of Sex came into being; such that, by decree of the second law of creation [That which exists shall be dual in its nature, but Triune in its effects.], the Continuum of Sex became a multiple continuum which had at least eight threads, each serving as a Royal Steering Current for the specific individual in question.
The threads that go into the makeup of the Continuum of Sexuality demanded that all life-forms which resided within the domain of the Continuum of Sexuality be divided into the following:
This creates an unusual situation, indeed. Each of the eight steering currents that were mentioned above is, in and of itself, a complete continuum--a continuum which governs its own domain. In fact, it is not The Presence nor The Absence of the steering currents in question that governs, it is the interaction of these eight steering currents which modifies the life-form's basic state of being accepted by the society within which it was born, or, within which it chose to reside.
In the diagram of Fig. #1, a representation of five steering currents are shown--the points along the respective continuum range from a -5 (complete rejection from the society in question) to a +5 (complete acceptance); and, it will be noted that each continuum's number-line has both, a -0 and a +0 to indicate the existence of a Grey area. There is a number line that corresponds to each of the steering currents that are important to the domain of the Continuum of Sexuality.
If we assume that the + side of the number line represents a state of being solidly acceptable by the life-form's society, and if we assume that the - side of the number line represents the state of rejection by the life-form's society, then we can assume the following:
If the life-form is male and lives within the Western World, then, according to the graph of the interaction of Steering Currents, the individual has slightly feminine body curves; and, the individual tends towards being on the emotional side when dealing with other humans; but, the individual's mannerisms are sufficiently male so as to confuse others who interact with him on a social level--The interaction of the body's curves and the emotional state seem to contradict the acceptability of the individual's mannerisms. In addition, according to the interaction graph, the individual is solidly attracted to the opposite sex, thus supporting his somewhat male mannerisms. Still, the individual's thinking process is on the border of being scattered (he tends to forget). This overall impression denotes a male that is solidly male, but, he is an emotional male.
If, however, the individual was Female and lived in the Western World, then, according to the interaction of steering currents, she would only have a slight hint of being physically female--Her body would tend to be flat-chested, and her waist would be nearly as large as her hips; and, if we accept that the Western World thinks that women in general are emotional, she would not be looked at as being feminine. She would seem to others as being very good in the business world. However, others would be comfortable around her as her mannerisms would support her women-hood; and, the fact that she would be attracted to the opposite sex would further support her image of being well adjusted; albeit, her logical thought processes would tend towards being stable. This overall impression denotes a female that is solidly female with a good head for business ventures.
It should be obvious that different settings on each of the five steering currents will record a totally different personality type, if personality type is the label to use when describing the overall self-satisfied self-image. Another point to consider is that while we have used only five continuums in our diagram, with each reflecting only five points to denote our continuums, in reality many more continuums having many more points would be needed if the many possibilities for each individual were to be recorded accurately.
An additional thread--the thread of Duality-- which governs the Continuum of Sexuality demanded that the Continuum of Sexuality be divided into two pairs--The Asexuals versus the Sexuals.
Still a third thread--The thread of Repeating Patterns--which governs the Continuum of Sexuality demanded that the twin pairs repeat the original pattern, as seen in fig. #2, reflecting the great Law whose power comes from Man's ability for language.
The Continuum of Sexuality became important to the TwinSpecies: Human, usually called Man, because it meant that each individual of the TwinSpecies was, by the laws of Repeating Patterns, both, a male and a female, and yet neither male nor female.
As each individual descends into the trap of The Grand Maya, he is forced to choose one of the two paths that leads into The TwinSpecies: Human--on one path the individual will eventually have a true Male's physical body... while on the other path, the individual will eventually have a true Female's physical body. However, as stated earlier, the descending individual will truly be neither Male nor Female, because inside, the individual could be either male, female, or both... indeed, we are reminded of an excerpt from the ancient wisdom.
An excerpt from The Descent states:
"....While our Galactic Ka allows us free travel within this chosen Galaxy, it refuses us the experience of its parts--the Solar Systems. To prevent ourselves from becoming eternally trapped, we must, again, create.
"Finally, a glimpse of understanding comes... too late. We find this new Ka even more imperfect than all the others. Now, we learn the meaning of physical pain... and, so we cry louder. But, in the nothingness, there is none to hear us... there is none to share our pain.
"With tears in our eyes, with the physical pain of the loneliness of separation... with the memory of greatness all but gone... we discover ourselves to be Amulious--Man--, a creation self made. And, with this new discovery, the thought comes that we, as Man, need a place to rest our feet... we need a place to call home. But, the limitations of this thought-form Man refuse us our desires. We know not the nature of our next Ka. We know only that our level of bemusement, our pain of loneliness, and our lust after escape from this un-ending pain will force us to throw caution to the winds.... so, we wish for others of our kind with whom we can commune.
"Behold, with the very thought comes the division... unto all levels of creation, it is the very thought that binds us each to our future; and, there comes with the realization the truth that each future exists only by the force of its own past... by the nature of its own Karma.
"By the power of the language which gave us the freedom of individuality, by the force of the thoughts that did bind us unto the future, divided are we unto two parts. Seed are we for our species. Even now the great law governs. What was once but a single unity called Amulious--Man, our thoughts have created from us the TwinSpecies: Human...the sub-species: Male and the sub-species: Female.
"We are The Chi for our species. Our divided self becomes The Duality, wherefore we are divided into The Male and The Female of our twin species. Oh the pain grows much! Each half of us draws toward the other. Still, each half of us also draws toward itself! Behold! We are all things. Our whole is the Unity. Our divided whole is Duality, wherein dwells the male of us and the female of us.
"The male of us seeks the male of us to cease the urning... to fill the empty place which cannot be filled by our physical self. Even so... the male of us seeks also the female of us... that each may continue to fulfill the needs of the future. The female of us seeks the female of us even as it also seeks the male of us; the pattern of the one is, in and of itself, the implication of the pattern of the other. Even now the great law holds true.
"The pain grows, much! We are the Chi as I am, that I am, in all Unity. Yet, we are Dual in nature, as there are two parts to us--The Male, which seeks to give, and thus share the gift of life; The Female, which seeks to serve as an un-ending Door... by accepting life within herself, thus making it possible to continue, unto forever. Still, we are Triune in all effects--As each part seeks itself, so it seeks the other... The law is fulfilled.
"As the TwinSpecies: Human, we find ourselves upon an unimportant speck of dirt, floating in a great sea of creation. And, because of our uncontrolled thoughts, we find ourselves trapped within the most imperfect Ka ever created. Now, as the separated Male, and, as the separated Female, we know the cycles of life, death and the in-between time...."
The Force that is evoked to create a phenomenon and place it unto creation is the same force that maintains the phenomenon within the boundaries of its creation, unto forever.