Tarraot: Visions
(Akhenaten's Sacred Dreams)

Egypt's oldest method of writing is the multi-meaning tablets which we today call The Tarraot (some know it as Tarot cards). The Tarraot is a system of writing which uses picture-symbols instead of the word-symbols we use today. With the special pairing of these picture symbols, it becomes possible to tell a very long story in a very short amount of space. This ancient method of picture writing is the true ancestor to the Egyptian Hieroglyphics.

The earliest picture symbols are all contained in the original set of clay tablets that were created by the Priests of the Monastery of Arkashea(keepers of Lemuria's Temple Of Light) as the Priests of the ancient Temple of Light recorded Akhenaten's many visions.

However, Akhenaten was not the first to use picture writing--picture writing was first known in Lemuria. But, the real art of picture writing was lost to Man, as were many other things, with the sinking of that great land mass which was located somewhere in the Pacific Ocean. The many people who escaped the sinking by migrating to other lands took with them rather crude beginnings of picture writing in the form of line drawings. It wasn't until Pharaoh Akhenaten made contact with The Old Ones that he was able to recreate the art form in its original fashion.

It was these clay tablets, now called cards, which were used centuries ago to create the set of present day Tarot Cards. Needless to say, more than just the spelling of the name has changed over time. The original spelling was Tarraot instead of Tarot. And, the modern set of cards is much fewer in number than is the original set. How or why the set was reduced is still unknown. In any case, the number in the set has no effect upon the meaning of each card in the set. Each individual picture image still has the nine different meanings which correspond to the nine different levels of The Grand Maya.

Like the residents of Lemuria's Temple of Light, Akhenaten did much to preserve the original messages which took place during his many visions. To guard the integrity of the messages, to keep them in their original patterns and in their original form, independent of the many changes in future languages, Pharaoh followed the teachings of the residents of Lemuria's Temple of Light. He used special clay tablets to set down the contents of his many visions in the ancient picture format, instead of the writing of the day.

Furthermore, unlike the residents of Lemuria's Temple of Light, which had no divisions within its teachings, Akhenaten divided his tablets into two levels. The first was the level of control which Man has over the circumstances wherein he must live (his freewill); the second was the level of the lack-of-control which Man has over the circumstances wherein he must live (his Predestiny).

As we see, already Akhenaten follows the original pattern which states that Creation is dual in its nature, but Triune in its effects. In this case,the dual pattern is the presence of and the absence of Man's control over his situation--automatically, the creation of the one is in and of itself, the implication ofthe creation of the other. The Repeating Patterns are continuing even within Illusion (the aspect of being Triune-in-its-effects with regards to each of the following eight divisions of the Tarraot is so involved, it will require an entire book).

Pharaoh had his special scribes divide the recordings of his visions into nine (9) different levels of influence--one for each of the different sublevels of Lower, Middle Earth's experience.

1. The Tree Of Life;
2. The State Of Awareness;
3. The Emotions;
4. The Keys;
5. Swords;
6. Cups;
7. Pentacles;
8. Wands;
9. Major Arcane (Royal Steering Currents).

The first level of special understanding he called The Tree Of Life (Fig.#1). Its laws governed over all aspects of the Laws within Recursive Dialusion (all the law that exists within the Carbon universe) which applied to the Continuum of the LifeForce as that LifeForce was visited in and upon all levels of Matter.

This first level of special understanding [of The Tree Of Life] even dealt with the limitations that were imposed upon the very existence of theLifeForce / MindForce Pairing, with respect to The Golden Ankh (the union of The Magic Circle with The Broken Cross) and the three forces which united to create the Continuum Of Lifeforms upon all levels of Matter, regardless of the level's frequency. It even governed a life form's environment, and thereby its level upon the food chain. The first level of understanding also governed the limitations that were imposed upon each of the individual life forms, with respect to that life form's transmigrations along the Chain of Life (the ability of a life form to travel between the different points along the Continuum of Lifeforms via either Transmigration, Astration and/or Projection).

If a Life Form was allowed to transmigrate from one point of the Continuum Of Life forms to another, it would be only a temporary situation... the act was allowed only because the individual in question needed a special karmic lesson that would not be available otherwise. When the special lesson was completed, the individual would find himself/itself back upon the level that created the need for transmigration. However, Astration and/or Projection could be a common event, depending upon the special karmic needs.

The second level of special understanding he called The State Of Awareness (Fig. #2). It governed all aspects of all levels of awareness of the MindForce as the Life Form existed across the entire continuum of the LifeForce/MindForcepairing. It governed the limitations imposed upon the Life Form by the Tree Of Life. It governed each of the Life form's ability to learn... even the Life form's ability to think.

The third level of special understanding he called The Emotions (Fig. #3). The laws which governed the individual's emotions also governed all aspects of the individual's attachments and rejections. The laws even went so far at to govern and otherwise limit and modify a Life Form's ability for adaptation of the life form across the continuum of the LifeForce/MindForce pairing within The Grand Maya (the dream of the separation of the individual from the whole). It governed the Life forms' mobility factor, with respect to the ability to use instincts and/or memory as an adaptive tool for survival.

The fourth level of special understanding he called The Keys (Fig. #4). It governed all aspects of communication between the different points ofthe Continuum of Lifeforms... between the different subspecies of the different Lifeforms. It even governed the individual Life Form's ability to conceptualize, with respect to the limitations imposed upon each individual by the Tree Of Life, the State Of Awareness, and the Emotions. It also governed the limitations imposed by all the unseen wisdom from the many unseen areas of The Grand Maya.

The fifth level of special understanding he called Swords( Fig. #5). It governed all aspects of The He as it applied to the Broken Cross, independently of the Magic Circle. It governed all aspects of behavior. It governed all aspects of the force of justice. And, it held a co-responsibility for all aspects of retribution within The Grand Maya, regardless of the level of observation, and regardless of the Plane Of Existence. In many circumstances, it gave or it withheld the life form the ability to implant, or to produce the seed of itself in either the sexual or the asexual manner.

The sixth level of the special understanding he called Cups (Fig. #6). It governed all aspects of The She as it applied to the Broken Cross, independently of the Magic Circle. It governed over all aspects of the receptive natures of all Lifeforms on all levels of The Grand Maya. It governed all aspects of nourishment for the many different levels of Lifeforms along the Chain of Life. And, it held a co-responsibility for all aspects of retributions within The Grand Maya for all levels ofthe Continuum of the LifeForce/MindForce pairing. In many circumstances, it gave or it withheld the ability to bring forth tissue from within so that the Life form could replicate itself via sexual and asexual means.

The seventh level of the special understanding he called Pentacles (Fig. #7). It governed all aspects of what Man calls ESP, the spiritual aspects of Carnal knowledge, Psychic abilities, Internal power, and Special Understandings from within The Grand Maya, regardless of the level of existence and regardless of the level of awareness.

Finally, the eighth level of special understanding he called Wands (Fig. #8). This level governed all aspects of Man's vengeance, Man's war, Man's battles, Man's fights, Man's conflicts, Man's struggles, and all decisions of great importance. In some circumstances, it was the right arm of Justice. In most circumstances it was the seed of destruction. In all cases, it governed the tear-down force which allowed for regeneration.

The Old Ones taught Pharaoh that each of the many symbols that were used for communication by the various levels of Man's mind had, at the very least, nine meanings. Each governed a different aspect of the individual's reality, and each, in some way, touched upon the laws of the Common Reality's illusion...again, we see recursiveness at work.

They taught that the nine different levels of the symbolswere divided into three groups of three. Thusly, again it followed the law which states that although creation is dual in its nature, it is Triune in its effects.

They taught that each picture image had at least three major sets of symbols that were used to become aware of existence, regardless of the level upon which this existence was experienced. These governed the efforts required to descend into the Life-illusion, and the veils of forgetfulness that life brings.

In addition to the three major sets of meanings, there also exists three minor sets of meanings for each symbol. These govern the three aspects of the continuity of Conductivity with its illusions of Receptivity and all its limitations, and the effects of Frequency with its many dangers of unseen, unexpected interactions with other forms of life within The Grand Maya. To understand what is discussed here, we must revert back to the very beginning of the creation of language. The Law states that all which exists shall be dual in its nature, but Triune in its effects. Conductivity, Receptivity, and Frequency are the aspects of the creation of language which is Triune.

Finally, the least known set of meanings is the three synthesis type meanings of each symbol. This one is a little tricky. The governed here is not the forms which life takes. It is the situations of life in Matter for the forms which life takes. Even more specific, it is the essence of a life as that life's form experiences its desires in the state of Matter, and then applies these desires, whether it wishes to or not, to the laws of Karma as those laws exist on that specific level of awareness.

In his Visions, Akhenaten was instructed that because of the many different levels of the experience of life, the symbols that were used by Man to interpret these experiences could, and did, come from the many different levels of Man'sunderstanding. Some came from each of the many levels of awareness, regardless of the individual's state of beingness and regardless of the individual's ability to be aware of his actual internal surroundings.

The Old Ones taught that these picture images, because of their interactive nature with Man's thinking process, had the power to open mental doors which led the seer into and beyond the Arcane Curtain. The Arcane Curtain is that barrier which is caused by the veils of forgetfulness. Once beyond this self- imposed veil of forgetfulness, the individual discovered himself in a realm where the laws of time were so relative that they were almost meaningless.

It was a realm where, without the limits of birth or death, any mistake, no matter how small, would condemn the actor to repetition until perfection was achieved, no matter what the cause, or no matter what the cost in either time or effort. In such a condition, the world would either see the individual as being dead, being in a coma, or being in a trance, until all errors were equalized. It was, indeed, the feared curse where the cycles of life and death could stop.

It was a realm where errors of thought, errors of deed,and errors of uncontrolled emotions were paid for by the absolute hell of one's own thoughts. It was a realm where impurity of thought, or impurity of purpose would so change the Karmic Chord, the individual would be unable to return--in this realm, no Man of earth may perceive the Great Truths with an impure purpose and yet suffer to live the life of Matter.

The following excerpt is a transcript of a communication wherein a higher level of understanding is sought concerning the usage of The Tarraot. Needless to say, the names of the individuals have been changed. If the reader thinks there is a recognition of a speaker, the identification is purely an accident.

Jerome: In this session, the subject matter will be the Tarot cards. It is Brian's reading and hopefully we'll have a short explanation of the very basic meaning of each card first. Is that alright, Therry?

Therry: Yes. (there exists a short discussion about best arrangement for recording) Brian, will you mix the cards?

Therry: OK. Let's use an extremely superficial reader.You're familiar with the 5-pile method?

Brian: Yeah, I've got it figured out.

Therry: OK. Make 5 piles.

Jerome: What happened to our explanations... the explanation of meanings of each card?

Therry: Afterwards. Make 5 piles. They don't necessarily have to be in the same order. They do not have to have the same number of cards in each pile. Just whatever your inclinations lead you.

Jerome: They don't usually have to be the same?

Therry: Yes, but One card difference in a deck doesn't really matter all that much.

Marvin: You have to do the same first... do you have to follow the same order when you mix the cards?

Brian: Can I do them in any order?

Therry: In any order that you want to. Do whatever your inclinations lead you.

CENTER PILE

Therry: OK. The center pile is your present overwhelming forces... it represents your basic nature.

As we proceed in the reading, we will seek to explain anumber of items... so, during this reading, the order might not be the same every time...OK?

It is important that you notice that the piles, if you notice, take the same format as the positions of the items upon the Altar... such that, on one side (pile #4) you have that which belongs to earth and the other side (pile #5) youhave that which belongs to spirituality.

On one side (pile #3) you have the low road, and on the other side (pile #2) you have the high road.

Let us start with the center pile, the pile that represents the overall governing forces that limit and otherwise modify your possibilities. Brian, give me the pile such that the cards are facing me... so I do not have to touch them... Alright, whatever way you want.

OK. Your belief system is the primary controller. Because of your belief system you can avoid many problems that you don't normally have. Your belief system will allow you to gain greater power, greater abilities because you steal away with Laws, as it were.

This will allow you to be governed more than anything else by the Triunity factor of Understand, Forgive and Love. It controls your life more than anything else. Because you are governed by that Triunity, you avoid practically all battles.

Law, to you, is like a shining knight. If you don't know something, rather than try to guess, you can normally just go back and find out what Law is--and, the search for law will help you. In so doing, you don't always win your battles, but you never lose a war. However, Law, itself, is not all that much on your mind.

You have recognized a rather startling difference between spirituality and religion... Because of this, when you view the average individual in the world, you view the conflict that rages within them between their mundane values and their spiritual values. While they do not realize this on-going battle, the one that rules more than anything else is their spirituality. Especially along the lines of natural phenomena. In many areas, you see them lost between the demands of their religions and their desire to experience the growth that comes with spirituality.

However, you, because of the work that you do in Alter realities, are limited as to what you can do with the average people on Earth... you have to be careful to not preach... to allow them their own stupidity, if you will.

Again, because of the special understanding that comes with travel, there are places that you cannot go, thought patterns that you cannot have...patterns that you're limited by... because you roam freely, or relatively freely in Castle Keep.

Marvin: Would you elaborate on the limitations? If an individual is free to roam the universe, why does the act of traveling place limitations on the earth level? Wouldn't knowledge and experience gained on other levels naturally cause one to limit or eliminate certain types of interactions, such as war, and violence... on the earth level anyway? Is this a trade-off, or, is it rather trading up?

Therry: Firstly, we must remember the law... specifically, the claim to uniqueness. No one can judge the value of another's experience... and, none can know the limitations that are placed upon an individual's Sojourn by Karma. We must remember that if an individual is trapped upon earth, such that they may not travel to theother realms, and thus cannot experience other than what they have, there is a reason for that limitation.

Just because we can travel to the other realms, we must remember that no one elected us Gods over their possibilities. What we know as a direct result of traveling must not give an individual information that their limitations have already forbidden them to have. By telling others the information that we've discovered while traveling to other realms could cause much harm... it could keep the individual trapped in The Hell Of His Own Thoughts that much longer... The fact that his limitations forbid the information at this time seems to say that he is not yet ready... that there are things that must be learned before he is allowed to know this special info... did that answer your concerns?

Marvin: Yes, although I still have to wonder about the fine line between being your brother's keeper and being your brother's jailor. It seems to me that withholding information could, under certain circumstances, be an act of being your brother's jailor... Because the information might free him sooner.

Therry: If that were true, don't you think that the universe is smart enough to know the if and when of knowing special information? It seems to me that the universe is the best judge of what an individual needs, don't you... Okay, back to the reading.

Brian, because you have fewer battles, the corridors of Castle Keep don't always allow you entrance to many of the rooms--

John: why does having fewer battles block access to certain areas of Castle Keep... seems like that it would be the opposite...

Therry: Why would you think that? What if the rooms that don't allow access are the rooms wherein people go to learn the ramifications of doing battle? Why suffer needless pain?

John: How silly of me... of course.

Therry: Brian..., therefore, you don't always gain the extra information of what it is you seek, but the experiences continue. And, because the experiences continue you don't always, or are not always offered things that you would otherwise want. But, in the final analysis, you usually get offered everything that you need in most areas of life.

Because you are totally non-judgmental, you normally have an open mind. Primarily, Law is not all that intrusive in your life. When dealing with others, you have a tendency to read behind the lines... and, you try to listen to what they are trying to propose. But, every now and then, you let yourself get in the way.

The pairing of your spirituality and Law doesn't always see eye to eye. Often, they're in contradictions to one another... They're in contest with one another. One value, on a personal level, will often interfere.

Brian: How is it possible for spirituality and law to be in conflict? How can law be intrusive... is it only intrusive if one seeks to go around Law? Can one be in harmony with Law and spirituality at the same time, or is there an inherentconflict... if so, what is it? Why?

Therry: It is possible for an individual to be on the upswing, such that Predestiny has little attraction for him in a particular area of life, but still have an hidden agenda that is somewhat in contradiction with his normally high spiritual values... also, it is possible that the law which governs the nature of a game is in conflict with the individual's spiritual growth. That would place law in contest with spirituality, would it not?

As I was saying... because of the overall influence of law, spirituality versus creature comforts, you don't always spend the extra energy to achieve what should be done in the exact way that it should be done. And, as such, you lose opportunities.

But, because of your abilities for Understand, Forgive,and Love, you cannot be fooled by law.

Brian: What does this mean? How can one be fooled by law? Wait... wait... I think I've got it, by Jove... Does this refer to the spirit of the law rather than the letter of the law? I suppose it is possible for the letter of the law to communicate one thing while the spirit of the law is communicating another--

Therry: --And, because of being able to recognize the difference, you don't take unfair advantage of others... Because you don't take unfair advantage of others, you end up usually getting what you want, but at the cost of something else you might also want. The biggest Triunity that affects you is the non-judgmental and therefore, you don't get the peacefulness which doctrines will often give you...ritualistic doctrines. OK. Those are the basics that rule almost all of your houses.

LOWER ROAD

Therry: Now, on the Earth level, on the lower road (the pairing of pile #3 with pile #4), the basic thing that governs you is Nature, the call of Nature... the Call of the Wild.

John: What exactly is the call of the wild? Is it present in all humans?

Jerome: The call of the wild is when you decide to do what you want to do, as opposed to doing the things that you know you should do... It's the wants verses the shoulds.

Therry: Because, often you often deal with the Call of the Wild, you don't always get the wisdom you would like to get. You're distracted by your hidden agenda... And, because you're distracted, you often don't gain the wisdom...while you usually get knowledge, of sorts, you completely miss the real wisdom that can be gotten out of the situation as a whole.

However, that doesn't seem to affect you all that much. Life continues. You have the attitude that what you don't get today, you'll get tomorrow... what you don't get tomorrow, you'll get the next day... whatever.

Even though there is impatience there [you're are often stumped by it], it doesn't rule you. Your biggest battles are already behind you. The battle of Earth is still prevalent, and, therefore, it does rule... because you figure there are political needs, etc.... not to mention that there are bodily needs, there are social needs, and psychological needs which all seem to be in conflict with one another. They affect you greatly. They have a big control over you. But, you don't deal with them all that pointedly. They're not that urgent. They're episodic, if you will.

The biggest choice that you have is to choose the battles that you fight. The best guide that you have is your spirituality, your intuitive concern... your intuitive standard want... the want to do right. Because of the special teachings that you have had, you number among the Magi.

What is beautiful is that you still search for higher wisdom on this lower plane. Quite often, it may take the form of doing what is right, as opposed to doing what you can get away with.

Still, a lot of time you will do what you can get away with. The first law of Creation doesn't always affect you, in that, it's sort of like out of mind...out of existence.

When you win your battles you don't crow about them. It's just hey, it happened, and that's that. In the process, law will present most things all the time. Law will, more or less, box you in. But you usually survive your battles, you usually come out the winner. And, law itself will not... well, let's say you don't have a warring nature. You have a peaceful nature. You electively take on, if you will, experiences for learning's sake... Especially in the process of trying to aid others.

You don't actively work on your spirituality. It just comes naturally, because of your basic attitudes. You are not all that concerned about what people do, or should not do in terms of justice. You more or less accept things as they are. You figure you'll fight your battles when they come, not before.

This process will often cut short other experiences while you gain a lot of intelligence. And, law usually goes by the wayside. Quite often your battles will rule the day. Underlying all things is the Laws of this level. You are growing in different ways. There is a seeming contrariness to your learning process, and the natural process of wisdom. Sometimes, the things that you already know interfere and prevent you from learning the things that you wish to have.

Marvin: How does previous knowledge interfere with learning new things?

Therry: Previous knowledge forms relationships in your mind. If that relationship does not mesh with the new things that are being learned,confusion stops learning. The point of confusion must first be addressed before any new learning can take place.

As I was saying, Brian, as a Magi you refuse the cup of Earthly wisdom. You seek to travel a higher road, which as a Magi, you are capable. Law will never bring you sorrow, even though Law will always limit and otherwise destroy the Earthly you in terms of the excessive freedoms.

But, basically, it is wisdom that you get as you seek greater wisdom. Overall, most of your battles are behind you, victoriously. The battle, or the state of war, or the lack of it, and the lack of concern over Law usually makes it that while your battles are behind you, it is the Law that gave you victory, and not your abilities.

And, you find that, the more battles that you win, the less willing you are to enter battle for the sake of battle. You're unwilling to delve deeply into worldliness, even though you are peripheral to it... you are unwilling to really delve in it. In so doing, neither war nor Law affect you. Basically, you have a lackadaisical attitude that your primary concern will take care of themselves. There are no battles that are worth the fight.

Your sexuality is taken care of on its own. Your political situation shakes its head now and then, but there's no big deal. You don't accept Law as yours, though you are controlled by Law. Basically, it's a happy-go-lucky things will take care of themselves situation. Battles will not take from you experiences that you should want. And, the wisdom that you gain from the peace of your heart leaves you with a relatively contented feeling.

This is your higher, lower road. Basically, the world is at your fingertips. There is not much that cannot really be denied you. Neither in spirituality, nor in actuality. Relationships between all is amicable. Law rules all the games. You turn away from the dark side. You drink freely from the higher wisdoms when youcan get them. As a result, the gifts, if you will, are constantly coming your way.

You'll find yourself that you're not bound by the Laws. You have much freedom in them. That freedom denies you much that most Earthlings have to suffer. And their double judgments don't occur to you. You neither seek war, and Karma gives you no war. Karma is by your side and you avoid many of the traps of Earth.

Basic justice, or homeostasis is yours. And, you recognize in that justice the Cup of Sorrow. Many experiences that you have had, while they've taught you much, given another choice you would avoid them. The basic pairing is Karma and past experiences. The basic Triunity is peaceful in its nature-Understand, Forgive, and Love which allows you to be free among the Law. They don't brush you. You don't come incontact with the brushing of the wings. The pairing of experience has all been present except for one.

The experiences on the upper levels of lower earth have given you much in terms of understanding. The Triune factor, by following the Law, you have spiritual wisdom, or experiences which are positive in nature. They don't deal with the dark forces. As a result, spirituality on the Earth level has very little influence. The underlying above all things are the four pillars of Earth. In the Earth experience you will be here until Earth is no more.

Here is your lower high road. Life is eternal. No war. Eternal experiences. Much would be your way as you would be Hound. The cycles don't exist. Everything you could possibly want will become yours. You will hardly even have to work for it. War will become a stranger to you. In your wisdom, you will discover the only way to keep something is to give it away. And the cycles of the dark force will not affect you.

High spirituality is headed your way. You will pass through a gate called a paradoxical point at which transition will continue in such a way that there will be a great change from which there will be no return. The change will not affect the gains that you have made. The factors that will exist is that from the chain, or change, the dark world will no longer exist for you. You will pass through the gate, or Nature's gate into a position whereby you will become a teacher . Without using battle, you will give to others that which you possess.

The Triune factors have the teacher. You will not have to work or know the wisdom that you have. Once a question is asked you shall automatically know. Neither sun, nor nature will be able to stand in the way. Absolutely all things,from the highest to the lowest will be made available. The affairs of Earth will weigh heavy, but war will not exist. It shall go on for as long as life exists upon this level. You will be one of the Eternals.

Now the higher high road. You will find the Love. Or you will rediscover a Love that is almost as old as time itself. Love will rule in almost all that you seek to do. The earthly power or power itself, you will not seek, nor will it seek you. The power that comes will be the power of Love. The power of politics will slip you by. Because of that, the strength that you will have, and the wisdom and the ability to manipulate seemingly natural phenomena will leave you victorious.

The higher forces shall come down and give you greater wisdom still. Religion, itself, will be disdained. The joker in your deck will cease to be, and you will become a pilgrim soul. Having traveled behind the Arcane Curtain, Lawwill be at your command. While you will possess all, you will disdain all. The ability for war will be a joke to you. As you wander from cycle to cycle, you will not play with or deal with the Arcane curtain. Basically, wisdom will be the greatest guide that you have. It'll give you the biggest and the most amount of victories and religion itself shall die.

Political power will not be yours. You will not want it. You will turn your back away and that will be your strength. And Love will rule all things.

Jerome: So, are you going to tell us what each card means,now?

Therry: Each card, since the decks are so incomplete, it's really not worth it. The better thing to do is for you to wait and read it in one of the books (The Tarraot Revealed). It will have all the cards. Because first of all, you have to understand that each card is itself a representation of just one of the clay tablets that came from Akhenaten's Temple of Light.

We must also remember that the cards, or the meaning of the cards, changes depending upon what it is paired with. And, it also depends upon the form that you use. If you also accept that each card has 9 separate levels which must also be paired with what comes after it, and what comes before it, it makes for a rather intricate situation. It requires volumes in the written word, so this is neither the time nor the place to go into that depth of it.

Jerome: Well, what about like what you said the other night... you gave us a very cursory card input reading.

Therry: Yeah, but bear in mind that what happened the other night was so inaccurate simply because there was no real pairing. What you received had reference to readings that are single card only...

Jerome: OK.

Therry: OK?

Jerome: I guess I'll take what I can get... beside the fact that much can be gotten by reading the entire Lexicon.

It is written that my greatest number of problems comes not from what I tell others, but from what I've told myself...still, I have already gotten used to the troublesome details that come from others, in that they seem to do what I tell them to do, as opposed to what I want them to do...